Hit from all sides... Where do I start???

In trying to make sense I will Rough Draft this by 1st Blurting things down.
The I will try to clarify the blurts and detail them.
Then I will Try to order them.
Followed by Responding, Clarifying, Ripping into and trying to find answers.

But there are so many details that has brought me to this point.

How is it that I feel so alone?
Is this what many of the Reformers felt?
Like They are overboard, in trying to understand Gods word?

I am just starting to realize just how futile I am, how even bringing a passage that is crystal clear to a group of people in my Church congregation, is muddied.